Friday, August 14, 2009


So I just got my new laptop!

It is sooooo pretty its almost insane xD.

I've named her Viola for the Twelfth Night Character, and my new ipod (yay rebates!) is to be named after the Duke. Nerd? You betcha!

My stomach just did this flippy turny thing. I can't believe I'm leaving for college in Nine days. Holy shit. Sorry, I just realized what a short amount of time that is.

Its weird... I'm not scared to go to college. I think Brandeis is going to be a really good fit for me, and I'm more than ready to be living on my own. I know I will be able to make friends (I have a few there already to fall back on :P) and my roommate seems to be pretty chill, which is always a good thing( lets hope I am saying the same thing three months from now, hmm?) and the work isn't really that intimidating (I took five APs this year and felt fine.) But, just because I am scared doesn't mean it isn't scary.

I still remember when my sister went off to college four years ago. We had just dropped her off the day before, and were back home. I was fourteen, sitting on my parent's bed as my mom talked about how much she was going to miss her. I remember smiling widely, and saying "You know, in four years /I/ will be going to college." just to push her buttons. She freaked a little and told me not to rush time away. I remember thinking that four years was a long time.

But now four years is up. I look back, and yeah-it was hella quick. It was only a year ago I was fuming about not knowing where I was going to go, and getting annoyed when people brought up the "college" conversation. I just hope the next four years go slowly. I don't want to grow up to quick. I have NO idea what I want to do when I "Grow up". But than again..four years ago, I didn't know what college I was going to either.

Time is a funny thing. Yup.

Well, I'm going to go finish cleaning my room (And by that I mean stall by playing Sims 3)


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